Weird Feeling?

In the past year or so, most of my days were accompanied by a lack of consciousness. I would go out, do things, laugh, cry, but I still wouldn't feel any emotion. Living life was more like watching a movie of someone else living rather than actually living it.

Has anyone experienced anything similar?

gsmax5 said:

In the past year or so, most of my days were accompanied by a lack of consciousness. I would go out, do things, laugh, cry, but I still wouldn't feel any emotion. Living life was more like watching a movie of someone else living rather than actually living it.

Has anyone experienced anything similar?

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Yes, its that "disconnected" feeling. Its because i didn't feel part of anything/didn't feel accepted.

I think it was because i am usually subconsciously overwhelmed by places/people.

It would probably not happen if i was used to going out etc.

Yep.
On the rare occasions I do go out, I don't really acknowledge what's going on.
I act like a completely different person to how I am, so it's not like it's really me doing the things I'm doing.
And then I come home and it's really strange, like I either forget what I've done that day or am not totally sure it was me that did it.

Kinda weird, but I don't hate it.

I'm glad there are other people who feel this way too... I thought I was just weird.