I want to get out of my SA/APD whichever one it is, yet sometimes I don't want to get out of it. I feel that if I get out of it then I will not have any more problems and everything will be just fine, but then everything would be bland and boring and I'd be like everybody else, like every other happy person and I'm not sure I want to be like that.
Does anyone else feel similar sometimes? Not sure if it makes sense, I have trouble explaining myself and my feelings/thoughts a lot.
Does anyone else feel similar sometimes? Not sure if it makes sense, I have trouble explaining myself and my feelings/thoughts a lot.