update on what has happened in my life since the last post;

Last time i posted was ages ago and things were rough at that moment; some things have got better by everyone now and then i get comments from people just saying silly things like slag and everything like that; i have come to face my fears with school and everything so i go to school more now, but some days are a big stress on me:: home life is a stress at the moment; my grandad is suffering with alzheimers,mini strokes and mini heart attacks at the same time:/ its stressful i must say but i pull myself together every now and then. my mum thinks i have depression which really annoys me because i dont think i have; i have my moments were im sad but i can still be a bubbly girl.. well on with it.. school life tbh its ****; my mates have become a little two-facedm, using me for things, boys use me for one thing but i dont give in so its all good! But there is one big problem at my school atm being bullied by a boy, he is much bigger than me not being rude or anythng but it all started off when he said the home problems i had were pathetic and i needed to get over my grandad dying slowly:/ its hard to listen to someone say this i burst into tears but i also have anger management so at all i went up to him and had a go at me but i didnt think he would react like this he pushed me up against a corner and choked me and threaten to do worse. its been going on for ages now and he says little comments but i cant be bothered to deal with him no more.. well thats an update of whats happened comment if you want
Annie<3

Annie13 said:

my grandad is suffering with alzheimers,mini strokes and mini heart attacks at the same time:/

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Sorry about your Grandad. That's to sad , I hope he gets better.

Annie13 said:

school life tbh its ****; my mates have become a little two-facedm, using me for things, boys use me for one thing but i dont give in so its all good!

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Good for you! Don't give in to them, you are better than them. I totally understand the guy situation. There have been plenty that have attempted to use me but always remember that if he really likes you he will wait for whatever he is trying to use you for or understand your comfort level. And always remember school gets better! even though it may seem like crap now, just think about it you will be looking back one day and laughing it off.

Annie13 said:

But there is one big problem at my school atm being bullied by a boy, i also have anger management

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If this continues please tell somebody about it! A teacher or parent. I hate bullying and if he put his hands on you even though you may have an anger problem he is still in the wrong. When I went to anger management (Yes I do have an anger problem as well) they would make me find the source of the anger. He was the fuse in this situation. Unless you seek help for your anger you are just a walking bottle of gasoline waiting for somebody to light it. Don't give in to his words even though verbal may hurt more. Hope all goes well.

thankyou for your advice and its fine hopefully my grandad will get better! and i hate my anger managements!x

Iluv said:

And always remember school gets better! even though it may seem like crap now, just think about it you will be looking back one day and laughing it off.

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School didn't get any better for me, it just got worse until it finished. I don't mean to ruin your message. It does get better for some people, but not for everyone. Some people will turn insane from school.

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School didn't get any better for me, it just got worse until it finished. I don't mean to ruin your message. It does get better for some people, but not for everyone. Some people will turn insane from school.

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Talking about petty drama. OF course there is always individual cases. If something traumatizing happens that of course they may take it with them in the future.

Hi Annie, I'm sorry about your grandfather, hope he gets well soon.
I can relate about friends, but there're always some people who want to use others for their own interest. Hope you don't care too much about them, someday they'll find out its not such a good thing to do.
The boy seems pretty nasty himself. If he goes too far make sure to get help from a teacher, hope everything goes well for you. Good luck

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School didn't get any better for me, it just got worse until it finished. I don't mean to ruin your message. It does get better for some people, but not for everyone. Some people will turn insane from school.

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I think it depends on the situation. For me personally, two years of highschool were simply hell, it did get a little better in the end but not all too much. Sorry you had a rough time there.

thankyou everyone for your posts just havent been on recently found out grandad has a brain hemmerage aswell its hard to get use to things atm but thankyou everyone <3