I have been there so many times its not funny and the messed up thing for me is that I go back and forth and over think it until I have drivin my self nuts and back into a depression for the rest of the day or more. O and don;t worrie about the spelling error I do it all the time.Ever have times when all of a sudden you'll be thinking clearly, may have had some not so bad weeks behind you, and you start thinking "wow, I think I feel pretty normal", and then a minute later after thinking about it a while, you're like, "What the hell am I talking about? Do "normal" people think to themselves if their acting normal or not???" Ruins it every time!!
Meant "you're" in the title. Can't edit it. I know the diff between your and you're...lol