Wondering, wondering, what you think...

[UnofficiallyMe]

Do. Not. Ask.

I’ll find my peace in death
I’ll find my peace in death
So don’t ask me to shut up
I cannot be calm
This damn world is insane
I cannot understand
What makes. it. this. way.
What world do I leave
For the next of me?
Is this what I would want
If so if so if so if so
Then take all of me
Embrace the filthy world
And eat its dirt
Eat its dirt
Eat. its. dirt.

Rage rage rage. march march march
I know what I am
I hate what I am
I feel like a fraud
And I don’t t<want> to be a fake
Take away this burning in me
Oh God, on my knees
This life, and its ruined ashes
I am smeared in
And I am loathed in
They look at me and then they look away
I am nothing
I am something
I am dirty
With disease oh please
I am what I am
And what will be
Well it will be
Take what you want
I am nothing. to give?
But I will give
I did my time
.........unhook the machine
Let me be. free.


The end is the beginning is the end of the beginnings end of the world

 

[UnofficiallyMe]

The Purpose of Nothing

The tiny tears of the worlds soul
Come crashing down to nothing
The pieces fall unnoticed...
The fear of man will not falter
Their heavy steps
From nothing, to nothing
Hoping for another pay
I seek what some have found
I seek what shall destroy
I smile with a happy heart
When what I am dies
And all is shown in the unforgiving light
And there my own soul
Shall be reborn
Into times of something which no words can express
I move toward leaving all behind
To embrace the one that is all I want
My words are empty but my heart is full
Memories die and the present saves
I love for I am undone
And the maker remakes what was torn

 

[UnofficiallyMe]

Married to the Nothing Blur

It’s all blurry
Swirling and around
Falling down, the ashes?
No, the apple bomb, the slice of wrong
Don’t partake and remake
The message; the meaning
It’s important, but I cannot tell you why
Numb, fear, pulsing. red. the light
Gone out, and sterilized
The ground. the ashes of dirt
The hurt. murder of meat
And rape of vegetable
High queen of **** and little meaning to the nothing
Might seem contrite
But it is not what it seems
What you think
Its lies
And I take back the meaning
I take back my tongue
Lashed out at the sun
Am I to be undone
Take me. I am coming apart
My heart can take no less
The ropes bind, twist and grind
The wrong kind of sex
Can you see my third eye?
I believe I am going blind
Then I will know the nothing
Married to the nothing. blur blur blur
All I see is blur you and blur me
And I am blurred to death. end. Married.

 

[UnofficiallyMe]

I Want To Show You

Hurt me, make me, cut me, change me
But be in me who I want to show you
There are some things I cannot hide
But I am underneath the frown of a world
And you shall never see this of me
My words are hollow, so eat them
In my box I show you secret secrets
I horde them all and store them
They are mine, mine, mine
And you are I don’t what you are
The march continues and I slow down
Past me, the sea rages changing
I want to stop, the spinning hurts
And I am round and down and here
Oh the hurting goodly
It feels like nothing - nothing
You are nothing, dirt - dirt - dirt
Life is life is life is life is life is
I love life, let me state that right now
but if in the moments of the darkest night you feel the pressure and its coming together the hurting children on the streets of **** and the coming together of the mothers whoring in the early morning light and the people dying in the gutters of your mind and the pain of no one loving the unborn people flowing into nothing and I stop to breath and it all comes in to this moment of hurt hurt hurt

 

[UnofficiallyMe]

Though I have a hundred plus more, and this is but a sampling, i wish HONEST opinions.

It will not hurt, i write not for money or acceptance. Its just what is in my heart. I write then feel alive.

I share, I don't per say know why but..

well, i dunno.. hope someone gets something out of it!

 

[DespairSoul]

hello, i like your style, u are good i meant it! I write poetry too sometimes. I start if i was 14 but i dont wrote so much of it. I like it still. I was always writing if i was in pain mostly or in love. And after broken heart always. Keep writing u are definetly good.


I like every poem what u post here but the most : I WANT TO SHOW YOU really impressing one!

 

[Phoenixx]

I really like these You have very good writing skills.

 

[UnofficiallyMe]

Thank you so much!
The I WANT TO SHOW YOU or as I also call it, The Hurting Goodly, is my fav too.

if you want to see it in a weird youtube thing that is pretty cool, check this out
YouTube - abigsliceofpie's Channel
i did not make the video, just the words..

and I would love to see your guys work too. aint all about me, ya know!

 

[DespairSoul]

U are welcome i have only three in poetry but u know my english isnt so well and also propably i dont have so huge dare to write poetry but anyway i like it because just i like to put my words what or how i feel at the moment on paper. SO=o)

 

[UnofficiallyMe]

yeah, I get you. This is really just for me. I wrote it without realizing there was a name to SA. Now I see how it all fits together.

There is no write or wrong poetry. Just poetry.

 

[DespairSoul]

Im glad u did

 

[UnofficiallyMe]

If you wish to see where three years have brought these three poems, and more.. please visit my blog where they are all edited and remade..

its right below in my signature! Thanks