Lexmark
Well-known member
I thought I would post about why I have SP because it may help someone else that has no idea why they have it.
I always wonderd why I had SP because Im good at a lot of things, relativly smart and am happy with the way I look. In fact I have been known to be a little cocky and arrogant. I had always just put it down to really crap things that happend to me in my past like a few of us do and while this may be a bit of the cause its not the exact reason.
So yesterday I had an appointment with the phycologist and he really helped me tap into why I have this irrational fear and it did come as a bit of a shock.
Basically conciously I have no problems with myself but on a sub-concious leval I think im a peice of shit. I dont think im worthy of anything or anyone and am afraid of the person I really am.
I had no idea i felt this way about myself and so at least now i can work on fixing it.
I always wonderd why I had SP because Im good at a lot of things, relativly smart and am happy with the way I look. In fact I have been known to be a little cocky and arrogant. I had always just put it down to really crap things that happend to me in my past like a few of us do and while this may be a bit of the cause its not the exact reason.
So yesterday I had an appointment with the phycologist and he really helped me tap into why I have this irrational fear and it did come as a bit of a shock.
Basically conciously I have no problems with myself but on a sub-concious leval I think im a peice of shit. I dont think im worthy of anything or anyone and am afraid of the person I really am.
I had no idea i felt this way about myself and so at least now i can work on fixing it.