Social@nxietyMaster
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Every time my social anxiety forces me to be visibly shy poeple tend to rush me and ask me why I'm so clumsy, quiet, or wierd. I HATE THAT!!! One time I actually tried to explain myself to a few people and they just shot it off to the side and told me that I was making excuses for being lame or just simply being a great big PUSSY! I can remember one time when I was in my math class when the teacher was telling us our grades and every one in the class had the teacher say their grades out loud, but I was the only one who wanted to keep my grade private; and just because of that one guy actually told me that I was just being plain scary. I HATED THAT!!!
Why don't people just understand that everyone is not comfortable with being extroverted. There's no point in explaining it to them because people just hear what your saying and not listening or they just think that you are making excuses. I HATE THIS!!! Believe me, I don't wan't to let this negative comments get to me so much, but I'm just so damn sensitive.
Whenever I'm around people I feel like a frieghtened viper. Very anxious in situations when there are people around, sensitive to noise, and I'm always on edge. I HATE THIS!!! When people say negative things about me it just makes things worst. There were even times were people beat me up because I was so wierd to them. I'm the type of person who doesn't handle conflict very well. Because every time I try to handle it assertively people still run over me or down right embarrass me. I HATE THIS!!!
I'm just so tired of this you just don't know. Usually people would be contemplating suicide right now, but I fear that I'm becoming more homicidal than suicidal. I have so much negative feeling towards people it forces me to think of very disturbing things that I wan't to do to them. This viper is ready to strike at any moment now and its not going to be pretty. PLEASE HELP!!! I don't want to listen to the voices I'm starting to hear in my head.
Why don't people just understand that everyone is not comfortable with being extroverted. There's no point in explaining it to them because people just hear what your saying and not listening or they just think that you are making excuses. I HATE THIS!!! Believe me, I don't wan't to let this negative comments get to me so much, but I'm just so damn sensitive.
Whenever I'm around people I feel like a frieghtened viper. Very anxious in situations when there are people around, sensitive to noise, and I'm always on edge. I HATE THIS!!! When people say negative things about me it just makes things worst. There were even times were people beat me up because I was so wierd to them. I'm the type of person who doesn't handle conflict very well. Because every time I try to handle it assertively people still run over me or down right embarrass me. I HATE THIS!!!
I'm just so tired of this you just don't know. Usually people would be contemplating suicide right now, but I fear that I'm becoming more homicidal than suicidal. I have so much negative feeling towards people it forces me to think of very disturbing things that I wan't to do to them. This viper is ready to strike at any moment now and its not going to be pretty. PLEASE HELP!!! I don't want to listen to the voices I'm starting to hear in my head.
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