this is kind of intresting, i was googling it up to get a msn name, and i searched i why do i push people away, and well stumbled on this
I can pretty much relate to 90% of the post's on here, wich kinda freaks me out. I never actualy thought about something being wrong with me, i duno i figured it was just a pase, but i Push people away so much, people i work with im great, people i never see im great. i have 2 friends i pretty much hang arownd with. lots of other friends well i had...
I think everyone got sick of me not calling, haning out, talking to them, that they gave up hope, over the last 2 years i have deffntly lost a part of me.
I crave a relashionship soo bad anytime anyone shows intrest i think theres another motive i con my self into thinking something so i dont have to go threw seeing them again or something like that. Ihave a fun style tattoos pretty normnal 21 year old,out going, but anytime someone shows intrest i talk my self out of it.
Sorry this is all over the place.
Not sure what to say actualy, just kind of shocked most of you are dealing with the exact same problems as me...
hmmm everyday i crave to have someone by my sidem, but at the same time it seems alot easyer to be alone.