which is worse?

[incandyhell]

do you find yourself lonelier in a crowded room, or when you're all by yourself?

Do you want to make friends and relationships until you realize you have to deal with actual people, and maybe find it easier to let it slide?

Am I the only one that feels like a sick practical joke played by our creator?

why is death so hard to come by?

 

[Johno]

Interesting thoughts. I too like you (Iam assuming) don't feel at home in crowds. That's fairly common with people who think like us. It's like we are all having this great time (but I'm not) syndrome. That's pretty common as far as I am aware.. I am sure many others on this site will agree. Cheers

 

[xSleepy]

I get pretty lonely when im by myself for days and weeks at a time... but if im in a crowded room and noone it talking to me, well I think thats a lot worse. Means they must not like me and then i'll feel bad about myself.

Actually yea. I have tried to make friends and get close with people. But its really annoying and hard to deal with them! So I dont even try that anymore.

im not sure about the 3rd question, or the 4th one either :?

 

[Johno]

I forgot to mention this. I am a man in his thirties. I would like to say this to all you youngsters out there. It does get a little better as you get older (social anxiety). Not a whole lot but a little. Enough to keep going. Heck who knows what's around the corner. Try to remain optimistic. That's my advice. Perhaps a faith in god could be a good thing after all. Who knows....