Skyla
Well-known member
alot of people in here have a story. i just wanna know what is it dat makes us think so low of ourselves? i was bullied very lightly when i was 8 (literally one minute i was joking wid da guy, da next, crying coz he hit me). eventually my mum had to come in, and now i think its because he fancied me.
anyways, in primary skool, i was happy. i liked going to skool. i lived round an area wid lots of kids all sorts of ages and generally enjoyed my childhood. my home life is good. i live with both parents (altho i dont have a brilliant relationship with my parents - i have some kind of closeness to my mum n bro tho.) and my bro. in secondary skool i wasnt bullied. i wasnt da popular one, but then i wasnt da "geeky" one either. sec skool is where it all started for me. i never had a boyfriend or had boy interest and everyone knew dat. but i was never seen as a freak or anything. one "popular" girl teased me one time, but dats about it. regardless i still felt pathetic, sad and all da other stuff we all feel on here. anyways, im just bascially thinking what is it in my life dat has made me like this? why do i have such low confidence dat i feel like all i can do is offer a man sex? why do i feel im uninteresting etc??
basically, i wanted to know what you lot think my have "caused" your SA. or just anything that may have contributed to it. coz i dont bloody know :roll: :?
anyways, in primary skool, i was happy. i liked going to skool. i lived round an area wid lots of kids all sorts of ages and generally enjoyed my childhood. my home life is good. i live with both parents (altho i dont have a brilliant relationship with my parents - i have some kind of closeness to my mum n bro tho.) and my bro. in secondary skool i wasnt bullied. i wasnt da popular one, but then i wasnt da "geeky" one either. sec skool is where it all started for me. i never had a boyfriend or had boy interest and everyone knew dat. but i was never seen as a freak or anything. one "popular" girl teased me one time, but dats about it. regardless i still felt pathetic, sad and all da other stuff we all feel on here. anyways, im just bascially thinking what is it in my life dat has made me like this? why do i have such low confidence dat i feel like all i can do is offer a man sex? why do i feel im uninteresting etc??
basically, i wanted to know what you lot think my have "caused" your SA. or just anything that may have contributed to it. coz i dont bloody know :roll: :?