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ImNotMyIllness

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Thinking about how much time I lost makes me sick! I feel like I'm going to hyperventilate......It's not fair! But, it's life..........My life. :crying:
 
IntheLabyrinth

IntheLabyrinth

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Hey, i am sorry you're feeling so frustrated. I am feeling really defeated today too. I had a social panic attack yesterday and have been really depressed and extremely anxious ever since...
I have a psychology degree, yet i am to afraid to look for a new job or try for graduate school. That, other than trying to make friends and find a girlfriend, is what I avoid because of the fear.
If you ever are able to face the fear and go for the career you're hoping for, you will be amazing at it! I don't know your age but whatever it is, it's not too old...
 
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Thanks Inthelabyrinth! I'm definitely young enough but my dream career requires insane social networking and interaction. Talent alone won't get you there......My SA is at an ALL TIME HIGH. Screw it. I'm just going to have to be an aggressive and awkward freak.....I have to try. I wish I could just wear a costume.......sigh.
 
IntheLabyrinth

IntheLabyrinth

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I feel your pain, man. Mine isn't at an all time high, but it's pretty bad right now. I just want to go to sleep and wake up tomorrow as a different person.
What is it that you want to do? I think just saying F it, and going for it as an aggressive and awkward freak will work. You may feel that way at first but as you have more and more success you'll just be a charasmatic, social networker who is able to attain your dream career.
 
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ImNotMyIllness

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IntheLabyrinth said:
I feel your pain, man. Mine isn't at an all time high, but it's pretty bad right now. I just want to go to sleep and wake up tomorrow as a different person.
What is it that you want to do? I think just saying F it, and going for it as an aggressive and awkward freak will work. You may feel that way at first but as you have more and more success you'll just be a charasmatic, social networker who is able to attain your dream career.
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I want to go into Filmmaking. I do have a degree in another field.
 
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And I hate social interacting (unless one on one-of my choosing)......I have no idea how this is going to work.
 
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