When I'm in a bad mood, I just want the world to leave me alone

Darker Than Black

Well-known member
I'm in a bad mood, I just had a stressful 1.5 month, my friend went suicidal (he said he was JK), and I just did the Fking hardcore EAS 210 lab exam, I had a migraine, and I feels kind of down.

I avoided a situation where I could've talked with my CH E classmate. but I made something up and left.

idk where, the anxiety just came, random feeling. I don't even feel like talking in class with the guy that sit beside me, there was that awkward tension I haven't felt in 2 month. I've been listening to "As I lay Dying" and its an emo band seriously, they claimed to be deathcore, but I feel sad when i listen to them.

I don't feel like talking, so many ppl is gonna be like..."wtf..talk!!!", i'm going to bed.
 

Darker Than Black

Well-known member
I was having a panic attack while walking w/ my friend in HUB mall, just so random, haven't had it in like a couple weeks, it sucked.

What's wrong with me, I feel like the only person in engineering with SAD, everyone else have so many ppl to hang out w/, and talkative. Even that girl I thought that had SAD, turned out she didn't, she was just a new immigrant. Is this world meant for ppl like us?
 
I'm looking at people on the forum, talking about crushes!!! damn if only I could get well with friends!!! and I see how much behind I am even on the forum!!!!!!!!!!! so I understand u.. I keep lookng for shy peole, but just can't find anyone, they turn up being normal! damn:p
 

Nack

Banned
I'm looking at people on the forum, talking about crushes!!! damn if only I could get well with friends!!! and I see how much behind I am even on the forum!!!!!!!!!!! so I understand u.. I keep lookng for shy peole, but just can't find anyone, they turn up being normal! damn:p

Yea don't you just hate that, you find someone who you think is shy and suddenly she starts yacking and can't stop at it.
 
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