Miri
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I've always worried that this would get the better of me and I'd end up living a life of lonlieness and solitude, but unfortunately I can't flip a switch and become normal like those around me.
I've been to University once before - lived in halls, away from home, it was an absolute nightmare. I dropped out and am now in a local University, living at home with family. I hate it though, I dread the thought of going to lectures and sitting on my own. Every single person in my class seems to have friends and a social life and I feel so completely disconnected from it all. I have no friends. I don't even want the degree either, I'm just doing it because I feel I 'should' have a degree.
I had a full time job, which I could return to. It wasn't great and had no prospects, but it was comfortable and easy. Every day was the same, I knew what to expect. I'd even go as far as to say I sort of enjoyed it
Apart of me wants to stop forcing myself to do things I hate on a daily basis but the other part doesn't want to let this thing win and dictate my life. Is it weak to give in and just take the easier option?
Thank you so much for reading this far :wink: I'm curious to hear any advice, comments or similar experiences.
Thanks, Miri
I've been to University once before - lived in halls, away from home, it was an absolute nightmare. I dropped out and am now in a local University, living at home with family. I hate it though, I dread the thought of going to lectures and sitting on my own. Every single person in my class seems to have friends and a social life and I feel so completely disconnected from it all. I have no friends. I don't even want the degree either, I'm just doing it because I feel I 'should' have a degree.
I had a full time job, which I could return to. It wasn't great and had no prospects, but it was comfortable and easy. Every day was the same, I knew what to expect. I'd even go as far as to say I sort of enjoyed it
Apart of me wants to stop forcing myself to do things I hate on a daily basis but the other part doesn't want to let this thing win and dictate my life. Is it weak to give in and just take the easier option?
Thank you so much for reading this far :wink: I'm curious to hear any advice, comments or similar experiences.
Thanks, Miri