iwasme
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I just started taking Paxil for my depression but I don't feel any better, in fact I just feel worse. Sometimes I wish that all my pain would just go away and I were dead. I don't feel the energy or the strength to do anything anymore. I just keep hiding behind a fake smile and my parents tell me that it's gonna be ok, but I don't believe them, I'm just sick and tired of feeling this way, nothing helps, nothing eases the pain and I want to die. If anybody out there has listened to the Metallica song "Fade to Black", that's exactly how I feel, in the parts "There is nothing more for me, I need the end to set me free", "Emptiness is filling me to the point of agony", "I was me but now he's gone".
I wish someone could help me but I don't think anyone can... I want to die
I wish someone could help me but I don't think anyone can... I want to die