Marty
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I am very shy with people outside that are not my family. When around people that is not my family I get very tense in the head back shoulders and get twitches in muscles. The tension is worse when I am sitting down. Because of this it is really hard to concentrate. I find when I try to concentrate around people it gets worse this could be some OCD because I get this at home to. When in groups of large people tension gets worse. If I try to keep head upright and still gets worse and head feels like going to spin out inside my head. At home I am not as tense and it’s bearable.
Ok I make a list because hard to explain. These Symptoms when outside around people when sitting.
Feel tense in head.
Hands get sweaty.
Will avoid doing things to be noticed.
Very hard to concentrate with tension in head.
Twitches in muscles.
Will try as hard possible not to make symptoms not noticed.
Get panicy if symptoms start geting to bad.
Harder to talk when tense up.
Reluctent to go outside of house if cloths I am wearing people will notice.
Will not play good at sport because think people will notice.
Reluctent to go for ball in sport.
Give up and set self up to fail and not win in sport.
Loss of motovation in life beucase cannot concentrate around people or play good at sport.
Think people will notice me as being different becuase of cloths wearing.
Will no talk to people about things even if its important.
The getting tense in my head when out side around people really annoys me. I have tried Zoloft but anxiety got worse at home and did not want to go outside even more.
Ok I make a list because hard to explain. These Symptoms when outside around people when sitting.
Feel tense in head.
Hands get sweaty.
Will avoid doing things to be noticed.
Very hard to concentrate with tension in head.
Twitches in muscles.
Will try as hard possible not to make symptoms not noticed.
Get panicy if symptoms start geting to bad.
Harder to talk when tense up.
Reluctent to go outside of house if cloths I am wearing people will notice.
Will not play good at sport because think people will notice.
Reluctent to go for ball in sport.
Give up and set self up to fail and not win in sport.
Loss of motovation in life beucase cannot concentrate around people or play good at sport.
Think people will notice me as being different becuase of cloths wearing.
Will no talk to people about things even if its important.
The getting tense in my head when out side around people really annoys me. I have tried Zoloft but anxiety got worse at home and did not want to go outside even more.