Obviously a lot of us are depressed or go through cycles of depression. I know I am depressed all the time. My question is, if you could take anything in your life, maybe something that makes you depressed more than anything else, and make it right, what would that be? please don't just say just SA in general because that is basically the root of all the problems for most of us. Rather, be more specific, for example, having the courage to go to college, or maybe being able to talk to people.
For me, it is my love life. I have never had a relationship. I think it is my worst problem. I don't want to die alone. I always see lots of potential girls for me, but I never do anything about it. I always wussy out, like a wimp, like a loser. A recent example is a new girl who started working at the place I work. She was shy, nice, and beautiful. What did I do about it? Nothing! We looked at each other a couple of times, but I just stood there! Then guess what happened... some other kid who works there got to her! He is unshy, didn't seem like her type at all, but he got her! I saw her first. It really pisses me off when unshy people steal the shy girls from shy people like me. Shit like that makes me never want to go back to that stupid job anyways. I'm sorry for cussing, I know it's bad, but I just want to show how mad I am. I have no right to be mad at anyone but myself. She talked to me a few times. I just studdered my way into nothingness. So if I could have anything in my life fixed it would be to have the courage to actually talk to girls.
For me, it is my love life. I have never had a relationship. I think it is my worst problem. I don't want to die alone. I always see lots of potential girls for me, but I never do anything about it. I always wussy out, like a wimp, like a loser. A recent example is a new girl who started working at the place I work. She was shy, nice, and beautiful. What did I do about it? Nothing! We looked at each other a couple of times, but I just stood there! Then guess what happened... some other kid who works there got to her! He is unshy, didn't seem like her type at all, but he got her! I saw her first. It really pisses me off when unshy people steal the shy girls from shy people like me. Shit like that makes me never want to go back to that stupid job anyways. I'm sorry for cussing, I know it's bad, but I just want to show how mad I am. I have no right to be mad at anyone but myself. She talked to me a few times. I just studdered my way into nothingness. So if I could have anything in my life fixed it would be to have the courage to actually talk to girls.