Duzmiu
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with the coming of new years i spent last night till about 6am pretty depressed and thinking random things and i ended up on what object would describe me best...i thought about it for a few hours fell asleep for a few hours then laid in bed till about 4:30pm thinking about it and it got me curious what objects other people may think describes themselves and why you think that object suits you best.
i thought about it long and hard and what i would consider best for me and i think it is a spinner, each section representing a part of me, such as, my personality and how i feel generally depends on the situation so you could say during that time it is spinning away you will see the me everyone does but when it lands it can be vary of things from good to bad, it could be my calm and caring side, my angry side which dosent happen often but when it does it bursts out and a few of my older friends told me its very scary when that happens as its a side they dont see very often so they are not sure what im going to do(its ended in violence before). then theres side which comes through quite often wich is my annoying side this is usually more of me teasing someone or making everyone feel really uncomfortable but before its been down right cruel and evil which has lead me to do things im not happy about. then theres my emotional side which very few people have ever seen propaly, they have seen some of it as i think thats where my deprsssion comes from but theyve none of my friends/family have seen me cry in a very long time it dosent help i try to avoid showing that part of me as it makes me angry. lastly there is side of me which allows me to ignore my own emotions and others which has lead me to do things some horrible things mentally and physically, i wont go to into detail but il give 2 examples, i can steal anything from anyone including family and friends without a second thought and when they know i did it i dont really care. another one which is best if i tell with what happened in school before,
it was the end of the day and everyone was leaving school and i saw some kids running and this boy bumped into this little girl and knocked her over instead of helping her i tripped up the kid and becuase he was running he skidded on the concrete which caused his eyebrow to nearly come off, it was just hanging there, while other people screamed i juts laughed and the boy picked a fight on me asking if i did it and i told him i did and punched him on his eyebrow that was hanging there and just laughed and walked off when a teacher tried to stop me i wiped the kids blood of my hand across the teachers face and threatened him.
well thats a side i dont like and cant controll very well when it does come about, all tho it comes about very rarely and havent done anything that horrible in a long time..its part of me im not proud of but even now i dont care that i did it, im ashamed i did with so little bother but thats about it.
anyway i seemed to have gone on a bit but im sure you get what i mean if youve read what i put, if you post one yourself please go into detail, dont worry if you write a wall of text like i did or worry about being judged as you would of seen from what i put i have no right to judge people about there past, and please dont say an object just becuase you like it, really think about it and do your best to describe it
~Duz
i thought about it long and hard and what i would consider best for me and i think it is a spinner, each section representing a part of me, such as, my personality and how i feel generally depends on the situation so you could say during that time it is spinning away you will see the me everyone does but when it lands it can be vary of things from good to bad, it could be my calm and caring side, my angry side which dosent happen often but when it does it bursts out and a few of my older friends told me its very scary when that happens as its a side they dont see very often so they are not sure what im going to do(its ended in violence before). then theres side which comes through quite often wich is my annoying side this is usually more of me teasing someone or making everyone feel really uncomfortable but before its been down right cruel and evil which has lead me to do things im not happy about. then theres my emotional side which very few people have ever seen propaly, they have seen some of it as i think thats where my deprsssion comes from but theyve none of my friends/family have seen me cry in a very long time it dosent help i try to avoid showing that part of me as it makes me angry. lastly there is side of me which allows me to ignore my own emotions and others which has lead me to do things some horrible things mentally and physically, i wont go to into detail but il give 2 examples, i can steal anything from anyone including family and friends without a second thought and when they know i did it i dont really care. another one which is best if i tell with what happened in school before,
it was the end of the day and everyone was leaving school and i saw some kids running and this boy bumped into this little girl and knocked her over instead of helping her i tripped up the kid and becuase he was running he skidded on the concrete which caused his eyebrow to nearly come off, it was just hanging there, while other people screamed i juts laughed and the boy picked a fight on me asking if i did it and i told him i did and punched him on his eyebrow that was hanging there and just laughed and walked off when a teacher tried to stop me i wiped the kids blood of my hand across the teachers face and threatened him.
well thats a side i dont like and cant controll very well when it does come about, all tho it comes about very rarely and havent done anything that horrible in a long time..its part of me im not proud of but even now i dont care that i did it, im ashamed i did with so little bother but thats about it.
anyway i seemed to have gone on a bit but im sure you get what i mean if youve read what i put, if you post one yourself please go into detail, dont worry if you write a wall of text like i did or worry about being judged as you would of seen from what i put i have no right to judge people about there past, and please dont say an object just becuase you like it, really think about it and do your best to describe it
~Duz