zoulaykha
Active member
i cannot describe how happy i was when i first discovered this website, especially the sentence above, 'YOU ARE NOT ALONE'. at first i didn't believe it, i REALLY thought i was alone, i never found someone like me in my entourage, i opened my eyes, analysed every single detail, every single body language, and i got nothing, i was desperate, i was determined that i should die, that there's no point of me taking another breath, that i had no purpose in life, and i told my parents that i need help from a professional, and i said to myself, if they don't accept, i will immeditely kill myself,because i asked before and they declined saying that i had nothing and whatever it is, it'll go away. that was my last hope. And at my surprise, they accepted and after two weeks i visited a psychologist, he literally saved my life.i'm still getting the treatement, and so far it certainly prevented me from killing myself!and this website definetely helped me, thanks to this website, i almost didn't want to get rid of my social anxiety, WE have our own world! but we should blend in with the other world too i guess :/ i have such strong feelings towards all the members in here, I love you all unconditionnaly, i thank god i'm not alone, i am so grateful for the creator of this website, THANK YOU, Thank you so much. Tell me, what has SAD done to you, what's the worst thing you had to go through? I hope you consider this thread your personnal diary,write anything that crosses your mind, what has happend during your day, any improvements? any deceivements? .I wanna know every single symptom you get, because i think i have some 'special' ones, like not being able to walk in public, knowing that someone behind me is staring at me.Do not hesitate, maybe i can help you and you can help me in return.