proudmummy said:
Alot of the "nerds" I knew from school are now doing more fun stuff than I ever will. ...
Nerds don't nessecarily have SA.
As someone else said I think it depends on peoples personality. Generally people who are outcasts at school find their 'groups' in Uni. You know the computer nerds go and do computer science & join roleplaying/gaming groups, gay/bi people find gay and lesbian groups, sad weird people become goths and people from minorities find other expats. In their own way, they belong and I suppose the 'caste' system becomes irrelevant .
Then there are the social-phobics. You know the true social phobics who are the way they are because they are extremely introverted and don't have social skills. They for the most part come out the same way they left high school. Even in a off chance you find another social-phobic, your SP prevents you from connecting.
Nothing changes, you are depressed as much as you were when you were in high-school, or even more depressed because now you know that your chances of 'growing out of your condition' (if such a thing is possible) become slim and all that is left is to find a full-time job (which you fear) and if you are lucky you will get used to the pressures & monotony of a 9 to 5 job.
Sorry to be so negative, but I am depressed and this was my experience being a Social-phobic, ethnic, depressed, (& for the record, straight,) computer nerd at university.
-SS