what do you want from me?

[Emma]

God, what the fuck is wrong with people?
People get annoyed because I'm so quiet, they sit there and put shit on me about not saying anything and call me a weirdo and generally make me feel like the worlds biggest loser, BUT GET THIS....THE ONE TIME I OPEN MY MOUTH AND SAY SOMETHING THEY IGNORE ME AND LOOK AT ME LIKE I'M THE WORLDS BIGGEST RETARD, I MADE THE EFFORT TO OPEN MY FUCKING MOUTH AND ALL I GOT WAS SILENCE OR AN EYE ROLL, GIVE ME A BREAK, I JUST CAN'T WIN, CAN I? What exactly do people want from me? Fuck the world, if you can't stop treating me like scum don't come near me and don't say anything to me because I'm not going to answer now :evil:

 

[Shonen_Yo]

No matter what some people will always have a adifferent perspective on you.

 

[styrka]

when I was in high school I was sooooooo bloody quiet. there was always a struggle in my head trying to make myself say something and participate in a conversation. the very few times I managed to say something people would look at me and say "oh my god! she talked!!" and then they would start clappling and laugh and I would get even more embarrased. the result was that I gave up on talking at all. and I never talked and got used to not talking. now as a grown up I have problems holding conversations and expressing my opinions and defending my points of view. I HATE small talk, I'm the worst at that. I don't see the point....

 

[Predacon]

Yeah I was like that too, small talk was never my thing. With most people it was alright, but others would take whatever I said out of context or make a big deal out of it because I wasn't much of a talker.

 

[Layla]

seriously, i dont know what the fuck is wrong with people either.
whatever, fuck'em. dont take it personally. they are the losers here because they are acting like immature jackasses. And who wants to hang with an immature jackass? only other immature jackasses! these people should be pitied because they have no concept of respect or decency. Forget it. keep talking. and if you dont want to, theres nothing wrong with being quiet and empathetic decent human beings have the capacity to understand that.

and about the small talk, MAN I AM SO BAD AT THAT!
I hate it..esp. running into people in the street that you hardly ever see, you have to think of something to say, pretend you aren't nervous, and that "call me!" shit, it never happens.

I often see people in the streets that i know, and they see me and I see them, but we both avoid each other on purpose, for no real reason. I do it cause talkng to them would make me uncomfortable. does this happen to you guys too?

 

[Predacon]

All the time, but most of the time I can't be bothered talking with them. So I pretend I don't see them or go off in a different direction.