bashfulgirl
Active member
I've gotten so many great ideas on this site and should feel good, but I seem to be stuck. I wondered if people have any thots about the thing that keeps me from getting better. I've had social phobia since I was born. I was angry and afraid all the time and never interacted with anyone. I hid behind my Mom and sis all the time and my thots were all fear and anxiety so I never developed any ability to joke, talk, interact with people. When I wasn't crying, I was hiding in my room. Even my own family made me nervous since I didn't have anything to say to them either. I'm talking age 2 on til now. The problem that seems to keep me in anxiety nonstop is that as strange as it may sound there is no me--whatever personality I was to have was squashed never to be brot out because of all the constant fear from the beginning. I get out and do things but am always anxious and never feel comfortable.
First does anyone get what I'm saying about not having much personality? Second, how do you fix it? :?
First does anyone get what I'm saying about not having much personality? Second, how do you fix it? :?