What do I deserve?

[anomicdeer]

I hate feeling like a loser. I try to get things done and I mess it up or other things get in the way. I just feel like my life is cursed or something. It's so unbelievable.

 

[Earthcircle]

I am sometimes really shocked by the awful turns in my life. I am not exaggerating at all. In fact, one problem I have with psychotherapy is that I start talking about the awful things in my life and the therapist actually thinks I'm lying!! You know you're living a weird life if your therapist doesn't believe what you're saying and you're actually telling the truth.