PhantomPod
Well-known member
I just got a job at the store Target, during the holidays. We have to use these walkie-talkies to communicate with other departments in the store and to answer questions customers might have. And that walkie-talkie is going to cause me to have a fucking panic attack.
I've only worked three days now and I want to quit already. I can't handle it. When they call my department over the walkie-talkie I keep ignoring it hoping that someone else from my department or from a close-by department will answer the call. Then I feel all paranoid like someone is testing me and is watching me because they know that I'm ignoring the calls.
One time that I actually did answer over the walkie-talkie, I didn't use "proper" walkie-talkie talk or something, and the girl on the other end was near-by and she came up to me and was a bitch and was like, "you shouldn't say that over the walkie-talkie." And then I felt like crap and got all red and my voice was all shaky and I felt like I was about to burst into tears, because this girl had just been "mean" to me or whatever the hell.
In my head I know that it seems so stupid to be so terrified of a little walkie-talkie, but it's seriously going to cause me to have some sort of panic attack. I can barely concentrate at work because I'm so obsessed with praying that the damn thing doesn't call my department and I won't have to use it at all.
I've only worked three days now and I want to quit already. I can't handle it. When they call my department over the walkie-talkie I keep ignoring it hoping that someone else from my department or from a close-by department will answer the call. Then I feel all paranoid like someone is testing me and is watching me because they know that I'm ignoring the calls.
One time that I actually did answer over the walkie-talkie, I didn't use "proper" walkie-talkie talk or something, and the girl on the other end was near-by and she came up to me and was a bitch and was like, "you shouldn't say that over the walkie-talkie." And then I felt like crap and got all red and my voice was all shaky and I felt like I was about to burst into tears, because this girl had just been "mean" to me or whatever the hell.
In my head I know that it seems so stupid to be so terrified of a little walkie-talkie, but it's seriously going to cause me to have some sort of panic attack. I can barely concentrate at work because I'm so obsessed with praying that the damn thing doesn't call my department and I won't have to use it at all.