BreakingFree
Well-known member
Good manners prevailed and i am finally introducing myself. I have been reading for hours (and posting) and how uplifting! I could finally relate!
Reading about your experiences/feelings/situation made me feel not alone anymore. I learn so much and am ready to do battle with SA! Ghee, I hope my courage holds! :lol:
I loved my own company, avoiding people was my number one priority in life, since childhood. I never felt lonely until recently! 8O Suddenly I have this need to have friends, to go to movies/lunch or just hang out with somebody. :lol: My life path so far has not trained me to relate to people on a social level - I do not have the social skills to do so. :
How can /will i relate to the socially apt? What will happen if i do not know what to say?Will they sense how uncomfortable i am? I have been hiding my condition from everybody and acted naturally. It seems its my time to show and tell and leave the pretense! Will i finaly allow myself to be real and have one persona?
I am going to honour my new direction in life. I have started the process by looking for people like me and learning from them. I have a mountain
to climb, but i will take it one step at a time and you all will be my companions!
I drink a toast to COURAGE!
Reading about your experiences/feelings/situation made me feel not alone anymore. I learn so much and am ready to do battle with SA! Ghee, I hope my courage holds! :lol:
I loved my own company, avoiding people was my number one priority in life, since childhood. I never felt lonely until recently! 8O Suddenly I have this need to have friends, to go to movies/lunch or just hang out with somebody. :lol: My life path so far has not trained me to relate to people on a social level - I do not have the social skills to do so. :
How can /will i relate to the socially apt? What will happen if i do not know what to say?Will they sense how uncomfortable i am? I have been hiding my condition from everybody and acted naturally. It seems its my time to show and tell and leave the pretense! Will i finaly allow myself to be real and have one persona?
I am going to honour my new direction in life. I have started the process by looking for people like me and learning from them. I have a mountain
to climb, but i will take it one step at a time and you all will be my companions!
I drink a toast to COURAGE!
