Hi
I'm Claire and from the age of 15 to 19 I was completely housebound now at the age of 21 I am able to travel and go to shops by myself but recently i have been trying to get into work and even managed to get a temporary position in a shop. I spent 4 hours training at this shop and don't wanna go back due to fear of dealing with customers and using the till. I don't know if i should fight through this fear or if maybe i just need to work in a non customer environment. By the way the fear from a scale of 1 to 10 is 10 i have cried twice since training and am feeling constanly sad due to the whole situation. I hope someone who maybe has experienced the same thing can help me make up my mind.
I'm Claire and from the age of 15 to 19 I was completely housebound now at the age of 21 I am able to travel and go to shops by myself but recently i have been trying to get into work and even managed to get a temporary position in a shop. I spent 4 hours training at this shop and don't wanna go back due to fear of dealing with customers and using the till. I don't know if i should fight through this fear or if maybe i just need to work in a non customer environment. By the way the fear from a scale of 1 to 10 is 10 i have cried twice since training and am feeling constanly sad due to the whole situation. I hope someone who maybe has experienced the same thing can help me make up my mind.