Evesmoon
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I am trying to keep my expectations reasonable, will be oil painting again. Had a wonderful visit with my daughter and her baby. We went out to a restaurant and though I was more relaxed because it was her there was still some anxiety being around all those people. But I can see there is some progress.The mood swings I have because I get myself all worked up have started to smooth out and I genuinely feel some happiness and less anxiety for the first time in a long time. I actually have been smiling, I know that sounds funny probably, but it was getting so I couldn't remember the last time I felt good. We only have so much time to get it right and I sure am giving my all this time. whew!!! I am tired just from the effort, but it was worth it. <3 Eves