i dont know my dad and my mum raised me by her self and she barley knew English so i kinda grew up not talking but i was always doing stuff tho.
i think i have some repressed memories, ive been thinking back lately about my child hood (im 21 now) and some things that dont seem right, i remember in pre-primary being called to an office where i had to strip down to my underwear and they checked my body for bruises, that situation was very uncomfortable.
each year each of my teachers would ask my mum to come to school to talk about my behavior and mum would always say just give him a good smack and the teacher would say we cant do that and mum would say that they have her permission to do it...
when ever there was a problem mum would never just talk to me about it to sort it out, she would just smack me around, i don't have much actual memories of being smacked only the before and after, i think i have repressed them. but i do remember that i would sometimes start hitting my self then she would stop, hitting myself was a lot less painful then her hitting me and unfortunately me hitting myself had carried on later in life(i haven't done it yet this year and hopefully i wont). the last time she really went off at me (i was 12 and i think i super glue some of her stuff together) i was so scared i was shaking and kinda traumatize and then i pissed myself then she realized what she done and has never really hurt me again.
i think but im not sure that these things have helped form my personality
i think i have some repressed memories, ive been thinking back lately about my child hood (im 21 now) and some things that dont seem right, i remember in pre-primary being called to an office where i had to strip down to my underwear and they checked my body for bruises, that situation was very uncomfortable.
each year each of my teachers would ask my mum to come to school to talk about my behavior and mum would always say just give him a good smack and the teacher would say we cant do that and mum would say that they have her permission to do it...
when ever there was a problem mum would never just talk to me about it to sort it out, she would just smack me around, i don't have much actual memories of being smacked only the before and after, i think i have repressed them. but i do remember that i would sometimes start hitting my self then she would stop, hitting myself was a lot less painful then her hitting me and unfortunately me hitting myself had carried on later in life(i haven't done it yet this year and hopefully i wont). the last time she really went off at me (i was 12 and i think i super glue some of her stuff together) i was so scared i was shaking and kinda traumatize and then i pissed myself then she realized what she done and has never really hurt me again.
i think but im not sure that these things have helped form my personality
