Hocuspocus
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I have become more and more anxious since losing my job and splitting up with my boyfriend almost 4 years ago.
I have only 1 friend left who comes over once a week. If I'm totally honest i'd rather not see her either.
I'm a single parent receiving income support and don't go anywhere apart from the supermarket and then only if one of the children will come with me.
I'm severely phone phobic and will only use the phone to text. I also won't answer the door to anyone, talk to the neighbours, go to parents evenings at school etc or even the local shop because i can't bear the thought of having to speak to someone.
I know i need help but am so shy/scared that i can't even pluck up the courage to phone or call into the doctors to make an appointment.
I feel so guilty that my kids have such a freak for a mother and i worry in case they turn out like me.
Also since losing job&boyfriend i have gained 3 stone and aged about 10 years. I also drink a bottle of wine at least 3 times a week. Every night sometimes. This has made my self esteem plummet and makes me even more nervous to go anywhere as i think people are staring at me&thinking how repulsive i look.
Does anyone have any advice? I really want to beat this. How can i become brave enough to see a doctor? I really am at my wits end.
I have only 1 friend left who comes over once a week. If I'm totally honest i'd rather not see her either.
I'm a single parent receiving income support and don't go anywhere apart from the supermarket and then only if one of the children will come with me.
I'm severely phone phobic and will only use the phone to text. I also won't answer the door to anyone, talk to the neighbours, go to parents evenings at school etc or even the local shop because i can't bear the thought of having to speak to someone.
I know i need help but am so shy/scared that i can't even pluck up the courage to phone or call into the doctors to make an appointment.
I feel so guilty that my kids have such a freak for a mother and i worry in case they turn out like me.
Also since losing job&boyfriend i have gained 3 stone and aged about 10 years. I also drink a bottle of wine at least 3 times a week. Every night sometimes. This has made my self esteem plummet and makes me even more nervous to go anywhere as i think people are staring at me&thinking how repulsive i look.
Does anyone have any advice? I really want to beat this. How can i become brave enough to see a doctor? I really am at my wits end.