Too close.. Ouch

[Falkor]

Hi there,

Every subject which comes to close to me, I ran away from.

I mean, there are songs playing about being proud or sad, or anyhthing.

And I can't hear it in classroom, i feel like crying about every word.

I can only listen to ''not emotional'' but happy songs with an easy lyric around ppl otherwise it gets too close and i will cry around those ppl.

I can't share emotions, whys that

 

[kihira]

I'm the same, some songs, movies, news stories can cause strong emotional feelings that are hard to control - I'd feel embarrased if people noticed. I dont want to share feelings with people who may not understand or could make fun of me

 

[Falkor]

I'd feel embarrased if people noticed.

THIS, exactly. It's so embarrassing. But why? I still dont get it. Am I so ashamed of my emotions then, I guess I am.