Today was so weird..

Chris222

Member
My mum woke me up at 5:30am, my lamp light was on. I don't remember turning it on and I can't stand light at night, not even a tiny crack of it because it keeps me awake. I can't of turned on the light myself, it's really hard to in the dark and even when awake I end up hitting into sometihng or making it fall over, I was still tucked in bed tight as I was in the morning. No one else would turn it on..

Then that started a really weird day off. I wasn't tired at all this morning, I usually feel extremely tired in the mornings but I felt awake, really awake as if I had drank 100 cups of coffee. Nothing ached, nothing felt bad, I wasn't depressed and felt sociable. I go to college, I end up talking to a few people which I never do and the conversations went well. I even talked to the girl I like in my class, we had a real good conversation but it was totally unlike me, unlike anything I've had for years :confused: I got on the bus, I suffer from motion sickness a lot but for some reason I had my 3DS and played mario kart :S I didn't feel sick at all, I felt so happy.

I come home, this evening just seems a blur. Then suddenly I start having extremely bad headache and my vision goes a bit blurry whilst in my room, so much so I had to lye down and close my eyes. I feel normal now, I have no idea who it was today or why I suddenly changed.

Have you ever had any odd days you can't understand?
 

Iluv

Well-known member
Oh yeah, just today I was stumbling down the halls to class. Everyone thought I was drunk or something just I felt dizzy and odd. Maybe you should go see a doctor, not good if your getting blurry & a headache.
 

NP88

Well-known member
I chalk weird experiences like that up to panic attacks. I almost passed out once, freaked me right out. Sounds similar, if its not a recurrent thing its likely not a physical health issue... Keep an eye on it, and if it happens again make a mental note of the situation, diet, etc. to better understand the triggers.
 

Chris222

Member
No, no meds. Nothing at all. I'll see a doctor if it happens again.
It was just something really weird, I had no idea why I felt so happy today. :S
I still can't explain the lamp at all, or why I'd even try to turn it on in sleep (I haven't slept walked or even acted anything out in my sleep since a child)

It's hard to explain, like it wasn't me. Even talking to the girl I like, I sounded really confident and didn't really think about things I usually get worried over :S It was like my subconcious just acted out what I wanted..
 
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Well now you know that you can live a life with without crippling anxiety. Use today's experiences as a point of reference and build on that. Whenever you have a crappy day say to yourself: Oh yeah I remember that day when I talk to this person and felt ok ....etc.
 
Well that happens to me time to time...the chance is so rare, that winning lotery is more probably! But that's effects of medication...I feel like someone else. Today was an example, from a yesterday depressive night....got to talk for round of peopl, from the supermarket till the coffee where I go sometimes! The problem is that I coin flip during the night...is always a big NO at the morning....

The best way is tryng to understand what happened yesterday...did u had some good new? or watch a comedy? (happened once with me : P) ..... did u plan anything enthusiastic for today?
 
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deleted #89

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Well that happens to me time to time...the chance is so rare, that winning lotery is more probably! But that's effects of medication...I feel like someone else. Today was an example, from a yesterday depressive night....got to talk for round of peopl, from the supermarket till the coffee where I go sometimes! The problem is that I coin flip during the night...is always a big NO at the morning....

The best way is tryng to understand what happened yesterday...did u had some good new? or watch a comedy? (happened once with me : P) ..... did u plan anything enthusiastic for today?

See that's were people are wrong. We always think that "happiness" is something that we have to look for when its really inside of us.
 
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