this is the worse for me!

[Lotrsfan]

arghhhhh....this is the most worst thing i've had to come across!!! My sister phoned my mum from school today (or about half an hour ago) and said (my mum told me what she said) that she wants her new boyfriend to sleep over and i'm soooo nervous! wondering where i will go, how i will react etc etc. My mum and dad are going out tonight because they are going to my dad's works christmas party so i'll be alone with my sister, ok that's ok, but this alone with my sister and HER BOYFRIEND!!!!! I just know my sister has done this on purchase! she knows that i don't like it when she has friends sleeping over or just hanging round for the day and that i won't like it even more if i'm the only one in the house with them. I don't mind them so much being round here when a parent is round. I really hate my sister right now! we share a bedroom, so it means i can't sorta hid away from him! because if i'm in my shared bedroom and they come in to get something, i wouldn't know how to react or if i say hi or something it will come out all funny and quiet. I'm already a little embaressed because last time he came round and before he went home, my parents and I were sitting in the lounge, he came downstairs with my sister so that he can get ready to go home and i notice he was looking at me, and i looked at him and gave him a sorta shy smile and wondered why he was looking at me. When he had gone home, i told my mum and sister that "Why did he look keep looking me me, from when he was coming down the stairs to when he was going out of the lounge door."and my sister said "It's because you didn't say hi to him, that's why!" and my mum was like. "Why, did he say something?." and my sister was like "Yes, he mentioned it upstairs!" and my mum said "What did he say?" and she said "He said, why didn't your sister say hello?" (we were out that day see, and when we came back my sister and her boyfriend were sitting in the lounge watching TV, and my mum and dad went in and said hi but i hung around in the kitchen, then when it was time for tea because he was staying for tea, they came out in the kitchen and he saw me and he looked at me, and i looked at him, and i smiled shyly but i didn't know whether to say hello and he didn't say hello to me either). "i was a little like oh, ok i'm sorry then but i didn't think he wanted me too, because i know some boys don't. They'll say the opposite -Why did you sister SAY hi?" and i didn't wanna seem flirty and that i fancy him (even though there's no way i don't fancy him, because he's 17 and i'm 20 and he's not my type) Ok, i admit i didn't say hi and you are supposed to when you are seeing your sister's first boyfriend for the first time. I will this time and i hope it will come out ok and not all quiet and if i'm in the right place to say it. I'm also worried that if i'm in the lounge and they could downstairs, that he'll be looking at me again, as if to say "are you going to say something?" but i don't think i should have to be able to say hi everytime he passes me or that i should say "Are you alright?" and some people think that's annoying. And if i only say hi to him and nothing else for the night he'll say to me sister that i didn't talk to him. I hate people that do this. And the worst thing is in sleepovers, because they are sleeping in the lounge, and i get to have our shared bedroom. that i don't like to get up and go downstairs passed them to get to the kitchen. Ok, this isn't so bad i guess if it's only a friend but if i do come downstairs and they are in MID KISS 8O then i wouldn't know what to do. But then, my sister has to go to work in the morning, about 8:30 so that's good and my mum told me that she said he'll go in the taxi with her. So i guess that's good that they'll be leaving about 8:30 in the morning and i'll be still in bed then, and when i come downstairs they won't be there. But i'm just still soooo nervous of where to be, how to react! that evening before bed :x

I'm soo sorry this is long, but i need to tell someone about it! and maybe give me advice before he comes round.