Lost_Nomad
Well-known member
we're not real. thats what i feel most of the time, we're just pretending to be like every one else, but one day they will find out and then you get rejected. trying to pretend that your not afraid, not depressed, its very hard. you see thats what makes us so different from every one else, some of us can be very good at it and fool every one, but its such a hard act that you only harm yourself . if you could only be yourself, would you be a happy go lucky person or would you stop the smile and just keep to yourself. its some what of a self delusion, a denial just so that we can fit in and be excepted. and thats are problem we really want to be excepted by others to feel normal, but we never can except ourselves. so we keep trying to pretend that every thing is fine, delude ourselves among a delusional sociaty. you know everything isn't OK, and that if you could you would walk away from it all , but you cant and so you feel stuck and helpless , with only some form of drunkeness to keep that reality from you, alcohol, drugs, tv, music, games, and what not. If all that were to suddenly stop and you were to awake and reflect ,would you like what you see around you? would you say thats its all fine? thats our real problem we dont want to have to face ourselves, we realy believe at the end of the day that we are nothing, just a pretender of something.