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i have been a slave to severe social anxiety and depression for most of my life it has left me in a massive hole and i have come to realise after hearing the revelation of a freind (thanks mate) that the only way to beat the beast that is sa is to take it head on ,so i can either sit here in this fucking hole that ive got myself into or i can try to pull myself out of it because there sure aint going to be anyone coming to help me. im 22 ive been a slave to this shit for 16 years and it isnt taking a fucking day longer

from now on i just dont care im doing whatever the fuck i want to do and im saying whatever the fuck i want to say

and im starting by accepting an offer to play in a rugby club where i know there will be blokes from my secondary school which is where i wanted to play but sa was telling me not to

this is not something i posted to get well dones and fair plays from people but maybe to inspire others to do stuff they want to do but because of sa werent cheers david elliott

 

[Fairy001]

You haven't posted for congratulations, but, CONGRATULATIONS!


Wishing you the best of luck with it, and well done you, I hope you are very proud of yourself.



Peace xxx

 

[heretochange]

good work. I certainly have had a similar thought recently and just realized the same type of "why am i doing this to myself." Not to say that there isn't some type of reason for it but unless we all just decide to take the bull by the horns then we probably will still be stuck in the hole of the depression and SA. Again, congratulations on the big step

 

[x000x]

After reading your post, I want to get outside and just do some type of social interaction that I'm terrified of being in.

 

[asubscriber99]

i've with you boys!

going to socialize, too!

see u.

have a face \/:0 (faith! for god's sake)

 

[Screwdriver1020]

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[x000x]

After reading your post, I want to get outside and just do some type of social interaction that I'm terrified of being in.

Today at school I was pretty happy and I talked a lot. I got my progress report and I didn't do bad at all. It was a pretty cool day overall.

 

[de]

well done x000x,yea i realise that there is far more to getting over a severe anxiety dsiorder and depression then just thinking positive im on medication as well which i wasnt last year so im going to give it 1 more season and if im no better off for it this time next year then i wont do it again, but meds can only do so much just like therapy can but i know that by just sitting here im not going to get over it

sorry if i came across as patroniseing in the last post i do know how difficult it is