Is the feeling of being SA-free similar to that of being drunk, but without the side-effects? (Like, not being tipsy etc.) Because I went drinking with my friend and his friends yesterday, and I had a great time, not caring what ppl think of me. And then I got to thinking, "Is this what it's like to be SA-free?". What do you think?
I couldn't agree more
if i could i'd be drunk all the time
, but not just drunk, i mean completley drunk - it just kills SP and all that negative thinking :twisted:
it feels great to be able to exteriorizate without careing of what others might say, i trully am myself when i drink and it feels fu*king awesome, a little dizzy, but it doesn't matter no more
and yes, that is how life is for a non SP person - just fu*king awesome
oh, how i envy them
people really like me when i'm drunk, i'm so normal, outgoing, even funny, a pleasent presence, they are more responsive to me, more receptive
You have fun, you laugh, you tell stories, you talk loud so that everybody can hear you, you receive a critic from somebody like a good intended joke, and return the favor, you look people straight in the eye, you flirt with girls, you hang out with the boys and say whatever crosses your mind becasuse it feels so natural and instinctive to do that, you feel integrated and accepted, you're just having the time of your life...well...imagine you could have that ALL the time
so let's drink to that, LeapFrog
cheers
(by the way...i don't like the taste of beer...or wine....or other drinks, but i have no choise)