well, i got my new record of last years speed light jobs! really i'm getting full of this history, i barely able to feed my self for more then 3 months and a half, that's actually my last job that will end monday (and lately record)....don't know how many "speed jobs" i had, some of them just broke my self esteem for long periods...i had about everything from 1 day to a some weeks jobs....rarely going more then 1 month! this will probably be the last time I will go for this violent experience again...my job was kind of perfect and even like this, couldn't prevent depression and anxiety to step away again! anyone has been going through this hell? any good advices? this will ever end?
only hope it's a project fund for some months....but can't manage strength to put my brain in order to do this as it should...can't stop thinking after that...
sorry for this blue testimonial, just venting
only hope it's a project fund for some months....but can't manage strength to put my brain in order to do this as it should...can't stop thinking after that...
sorry for this blue testimonial, just venting