No matter how clear my mind is, no matter how calm i am. When i hear my heart racing, anxious thoughts run through my head. Playing multiple scenes of what the outcome will be, at last... I stand up, "My name is NACK...This is my presentation, Chinese.....*Deep breath* hackers, attacked....cybercrime...not chinese....*mumbles* Finally, classmates jumps in and explain... sits down. Clench teeth... feels bad and depressed.
-redirects to Recluse,"Shyness=less of a man" thread-
because my ego as a man gets trampled every time i failed at the simplest of things, that alone cause a domino effect on other aspect of my life... that is why i am the way i am. That is my blame...
x 9999
-redirects to Recluse,"Shyness=less of a man" thread-
because my ego as a man gets trampled every time i failed at the simplest of things, that alone cause a domino effect on other aspect of my life... that is why i am the way i am. That is my blame...
x 9999
