so sorry

[jojosparkles]

hey everyone....i aint posted in what feels like forever but i am actually alive..i just been on holiday and workin me bot off! this post is an apology...to quite a few ppl on ere...all kno who they are.

i kno i aint replied to alot of my mms...emails...and on msn...i was usually either not on the pc and left it runnin...was just checkin emails or was abroad. i have been a very very busy girlie with work..the gym..openin me own business and other stuffs. these are no excuse tho for ignoring ppl or just not makin the time to say hello. i feel absolutely awful co the ppl really helped me thru rough times...and i love and would still love to talk to them.

i would also like to say to dreamer....im sorry if i hurt you hunni. i should have thought that if i didnt reply..u would worry it was a problem with you..which it wasnt at all. i never meant to upset you and i still think the world of you..whether u believe it or not.

i would also like to say that i do have social phobia...cos of me pics this has been debated. it dont matter wat ya look like or if you sound happy..you can still have social phobia. although life has changed pretty quickly for me...i was in a very sorry state before...alot of you will have read and seen as i have improved...mainly because of the constant support from everyone on ere. i couldnt get out of bed or the house...it hurts me when ppl say that i dont have social phobia..why would i lie and pour my heart out to ppl i aint seen before. im also sure that if i wasnt sociaphobic i wouldnt have spent lots of time on ere..i would have been out socialising.

to danfalc....matie u mean the world and more to me! i kno how hard it has been for you. again i never ever meant to hurt ya. ya fab...if ya dont really wanna talk to me again..i understand...i put ya thru hell sometimes when i just wouldnt talk for a while..again that was just me bein selfish and not considering other ppls feelings. i just want ya to kno that a fink bout ya alot and really care bout ya. im still here for ya if ya want me.

to everyone else...im so so sorry. i should have understood how selfish and truly awful i have been. i kno i would have took it personally aswell..please dont tho. life has just got a bit more hectic for me.

anyway im sorry love and sparkles jojo xxx

 

[jojosparkles]

i wasnt telling any lies bout you....i have no reason to at all...yea i understand u have ya right to ya opinion and i respect that

 

[Horatio]

we love teh jojo *claps*

 

[jojosparkles]

now dreamer...if u want me to i could show ya email..tellin me to die and things like that....ppl can take me as they find me...i have friends on ere and im sure they can figure out for themselves wat sort of person i am

 

[jojosparkles]

dreamer i came on ere to apologise....i have done that..u dont have to take my apology...fair enough...end of story..i aint arguin.. i cant be bothered with it and have better things to do

 

[jojosparkles]

i aint arguin with ya...like i sed ppl can take me or leave me..i aint bothered...i have my friends on ere and they kno wat im like

 

[jojosparkles]

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