richkid
Well-known member
Today I went to a pub quiz to see some people from high school. This was a bit odd because I wasn't part of there group haven't seen them for about 5 years only contact was through MSN. I took the plunge though and went to the pub quiz, I was shitting myself thinking they wouldn't actually be there or were only doing it for laughs. Got there they were out side in the beergarden lucking they remembered who I was and they were so nice. I talk to a few of them the best I could they talk to me for a bit but I always felt like the outcast. Then I realise what was i expecting, I wasn't close friands to these people, they all satyed in contact so had been friends for a good 5-6 years so I was just glad they talked to me. I Survived that what counts right. I can't stop feeling a little down because thats what i missed out on through my high school, the parties the druken nights. One person ask me who have I stayed in touch with, i was like nobody. Think thats sometimes that hurts the most that I fell I've missed out and things could have been different, I guess i'm still bitter about the past and haven't got over it and not sure how to.