sleep is impossible

Confuseddd

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another night, its 430 am and i am still awake... again. shi* i just wanna go to sleep. I was just lying there for 2 hours before i decided to get up because i was just getting more and more uncomfortable. Kinda makes having a normal schedule impossible when your up literally all damn night. Yeah sorry alittle frustrated i suppose. Im sure you all would be too though after so many nights of this :/
 
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It's funny you should mention this. Almost the exact time that I was struck with SA, I suffered from insomnia, for the past ten years I've struggled greatly with sleep. It really sucks, and I was thrown out even more when I had to work night shift @_x', lol. Whatever they use to sedate elephants... I want some!
 
I cannot remember the last time I slept four or five nights in a row. I don't think I ever did so for over a decade. Maybe about four or five nights in a year perhaps. The rest of the time, I sleep a little during the day (sometimes normal seven hours if lucky).. or often, I don't sleep at all. When I'm working, I don't sleep at all usually.

I've no money for proper light therapy, but some measure of that helps in my experience. E.g. no computers after a certain time.. exposure to natural sunlight (lots of it) during the day... dim your lights after a certain time...

I often take showers and do other things like walking around the house in complete darkness these days. That's too extreme and can cause injuries if you're not used to it, but just dimming the lights a little should help. If you can do it, try getting some of Bob Ross (or some similarly relaxing tapes) videos, play the sound of natural rain and lie back. You may probably still not sleep, but it can help keep you away from thinking negative thoughts in circles.. especially thinking about why you're not asleep yet. I've been in your spot before, working stressful jobs (cop, teacher, others)... so I know where you're coming from. Instead of thinking "I can't sleep" try "I can get some rest, even if it's not always sleep"... May reduce the performance anxiety, or at least that was my experience.

@TheAristocrat: Coincidence? I've the exact same experience.
 
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pirl

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I've experienced the same problem of late but it was sparked by one event (which involvs anxiety). What happened was that my mind was racing at night worrying and thinking about so many things - the worry was brought on by this event but that triggered a lot of other worries/anxieties.

What I have been doing is trying to put order on these thoughts and tackle them one by one - in effect, I'm getting the little buggers to queue up and I'll fight them on at a time instead of trying to fight them all at once. This seems to have worked pretty well - don't get me wrong, I can still get in a flap but when that happens, I tell my thoughts to form a queue and take them one at a time.

I really think that this type of worry and anxiety is habitual - if you can take one at a time and talk yourself logically through it, even making a note of the steps required to get by it, you can then put it to one side and take the next one..
 
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