Sometimes when I think about it, I am not completely unhappy with my life. I mean yes, I can't go to school coz of SA. But really, I wouldn't mind self studying at home by corresponse.
I don't really have a social life but I don't think it actually bothers me as much as I think it does. I mean, I have no problems with juz staying at home to read & surf the net everyday. Being social is just too difficult. Yes, the rewards might be great, but I juz feel so weak to even make an attempt at it anymore.
I'm sick & tired of everything & juz want to be left alone, to keep to myself & shut the world out. I'm an easily hurt person. Even a small negative comment can keep me brooding for days. The way I figure it, if I don't have social contact, I won't have negative feedback & I won't be sad & unhappy... I think I simply san't be bothered anymore. Does all this sound crazy to u? Hmm, even I myself don't seem to really understand what I seem to be typing. Hope u guys understand what I'm trying to convey.
I don't really have a social life but I don't think it actually bothers me as much as I think it does. I mean, I have no problems with juz staying at home to read & surf the net everyday. Being social is just too difficult. Yes, the rewards might be great, but I juz feel so weak to even make an attempt at it anymore.
I'm sick & tired of everything & juz want to be left alone, to keep to myself & shut the world out. I'm an easily hurt person. Even a small negative comment can keep me brooding for days. The way I figure it, if I don't have social contact, I won't have negative feedback & I won't be sad & unhappy... I think I simply san't be bothered anymore. Does all this sound crazy to u? Hmm, even I myself don't seem to really understand what I seem to be typing. Hope u guys understand what I'm trying to convey.