xtina_fan81
Well-known member
People are just winding me the hell up right now. Firstly i'm sick of feeling rejected, I KNOW people treat me different cos I seem different. Yet whenever i've confronted It they say it doer matter to them. OH so that must be why they don't invite and include me like they do with others. I'd actually prefer them to confront me about the way I am, rather than pretendig ondoesnt exist and like they can't talk about it. They ALL have their little cliques and I'm just the one seperate wih no real connection to anyone. It's just plainlonely and they have no idea.
I also am so tired of hearing how I should be feelin, wgat I should and shouldn't be bothered by, by people who have never been in my position. Fair enogh I'll take advice from those who have. But uhose who have never felt what I have and never have problem socialising and they just expect me to switch of my feelings and be able to be like them. There's such a lack of understnding and awareness from people And it's really starting to get to me.
Overall I feel insignificant and just trapped in a body that isnt mine. I'm jsut waiting for that day where I can break free and be who I used to be. Dunno how long I'll be waiting.
I also am so tired of hearing how I should be feelin, wgat I should and shouldn't be bothered by, by people who have never been in my position. Fair enogh I'll take advice from those who have. But uhose who have never felt what I have and never have problem socialising and they just expect me to switch of my feelings and be able to be like them. There's such a lack of understnding and awareness from people And it's really starting to get to me.
Overall I feel insignificant and just trapped in a body that isnt mine. I'm jsut waiting for that day where I can break free and be who I used to be. Dunno how long I'll be waiting.