Sadness and Depression turing to Anger

[Shadow]

lifesnotfair, I know exactly where you're coming from. I felt the same way for the longest time, and it was hell. I hated the world and everybody in it. I dispised people because they seemed to have everything so easy.

Maybe life has meaning, maybe it doesn't. Maybe there's a loving God, maybe there isn't. Maybe we should all just commit suicide now and save ourselves from future pain. Maybe nothing we do in this life makes any difference at all. Maybe when we die we simply cease to exist. But you know what, none of that matters. The simple fact is we're here, alive on this earth. We can't just will ourselves into non-existance. We either live in misery or we try our hardest to make our lives one of joy and happiness. Maybe we'll get there, maybe we won't. But we sure as hell won't if we never try.

I'm not going to tell you what to do. I'm not going to tell you'll get a girlfriend and live happily ever after. I'm not going to tell you it will all be worth it. I just don't know. Nobody does. You have to decide for yourself what you want to do. But if you do nothing, nothing will change. If you want to live, as I suspect you do (even if it's only a tiny part) something has to change and it has to come from you.

 

[Anonymous]

I see life as Hell. You fucking ass hole.

I suppose you were saying that to life's not fair but i will just call him life.
Well you are 41, i'm 23 and i tell you You are the fucking asshole.

Give life a break. I dont get depressed by his posts, yet i dont get depressed so easily (like, by reading). instead i see potential and a very intelligent way of speaking and thinking.
If this unique way of thinking serves to good or evil that's life's choice.

Personally i like your personality life. perhaps you could be a friend of mine if the circusntances were some other. perhaps you would not be interested. In the mean time I will feel free to say that sweeper didnt made any good comment and its even more depressing that any of your posts.

life, i think that your way of thinking has a lot of potential to human kind.
I see you in the future happy and creating something not appealing for most people, perhaps with a your wife, who will share your way of thinking. Its very different and complex than i thought. I like that, I like not appealing works of art. This is to say, anything that a human created, yet is considered like something made by an alien. Something that just some people likes, like some Goya's drawings. You'll find your girl in a dam near the forest life, look for the lonely girl looking the water in red socks, she'll laugh at your first comment, you'll know she's the one.

And sweeper, feel free to tell me wathever as you said it. it doesnt matter.
If you want a hint where to start, yes im negative sometimes but i dont dislike it at all, not when i can be negative with negative people. I like the daydreamer kind too.

Alright, cheers all