We haven't been intimate in almost a week and a half. The norm is 1 or 2x a week. Recently, I got mad at him about a few things, one is him saying he'll call later in a few hours then doesn't. Then seeing a girl waiting for him at his place when I went there to pick up my stuff. He wasn't there. Since then, we haven't been hanging out as much.
When we are together, I feel like forcing him to talk and some of the stuff that he says I don't believe because it just doesn't add up. The weird thing is we are just friends with an occasional hookup. It sort of irks me that he carries a conversation with family and friends either in person or by texting/calling and sort of says a few things to me and that it. I barely say anything to anyone about anything. That's how I've always been.
I told him that I was afraid of him abandoning me. He says I will always be your friend. He's the only friend I have. I have an almost impossible time forming friendships and he was the first man for us to go out to do things together. That, he reminds me of a boy I was close to when I was in elementary school.
When we are together, I feel like forcing him to talk and some of the stuff that he says I don't believe because it just doesn't add up. The weird thing is we are just friends with an occasional hookup. It sort of irks me that he carries a conversation with family and friends either in person or by texting/calling and sort of says a few things to me and that it. I barely say anything to anyone about anything. That's how I've always been.
I told him that I was afraid of him abandoning me. He says I will always be your friend. He's the only friend I have. I have an almost impossible time forming friendships and he was the first man for us to go out to do things together. That, he reminds me of a boy I was close to when I was in elementary school.
