worriedguy90
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I have this disturbing thought right after reading a story about OCD that was suppose to help me, which in a way is funny, but not that much now. I read about how a person described the way OCD controlled him as if it was similiar to a show called the Truman show where the show revolved around keeping this one person in the dark about the world he was in ( a deserted island). Truman thought it was real when in reality a director in a studio was making him believe he was on an island. So what the director would be doing is constantly fooling Truman so he doesn't find his way out which is exactly like OCD. However, jus reading that trigger my fear of living in the same world and it manifested in if this place/reality THAT I LIVE in, if it is true or not. And it has been bugging me. And trying to think so what if it was, it is a nice one, but that would spike my anxiety of going crazy because I can't believe I had to do that. So I have no idea what I should do.