random thoughts

Newbie user... New to realizing I have an illness... An Illness that dosent get instant attention n caring... Just coz there r no visible scars... No visible wounds... Its like happy hours of sadness... situations after situations of imaginary fears... Judging u to check if your judging me... Typing from my phone.. Thank god its quiet.. Helps focus better.. Not to forget my friend Alcahol.... So anxious about what im typingng rite now.... Not anxious any more coz I forgot what I want to rite.. I wanna impress u... Just so u think m good.. I dont mean any harm, I wanna fight u.. N b best buddies later on.... Y cant I fight u.. I try so hard to please, yet ure not special to me..
 
Tremendous mood swings.... Just shaved after a week... Looking at myself in the mirror I see someone familear but dont recognise.... Its me shaven... Need to take on a new personality.. 41 views on my last post.. The inly comfidence to write this one
 
Lots of things I regret doing yesterday.... Dont rememver any of them.... Typinf on the phone us a bitch... I am very polite... I potray mysrlf to be that way...attenyion seeker.? Not at all... I dream of being popular... Someone famous ... I cant stand in a crowc oc more than 2 people.. I imagine I vonnect with people.. I dont... Even before I meet a stranger...
 

hoddesdon

Well-known member
The number of active users appearing in the "What's going on?" box on the home page is 999. I wonder who no. 1,000 will be. Will bells ring, and will they get a prize?
 
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