Random but true

[Lorraine Manca]

i always feel really sorry for anyone who reads my posts, but if i didnt write it here, id have to talk to myself! and thats definately a one way conversation.

really its hilarious that people get up in arms about devout people who blindly have religious beliefs. thing is, really we've got millions of beliefs (that have nothing to do with religions) that are even more shaky than most religious beliefs, if that makes sense! but its more popular to get angry at religious beliefs and leave the other false beliefs alone.

my false belief is the future! the future doesnt even exist, and i believe alot of stuff about that non existant future. so to hell with the future, it doesnt exist. hand in hand with that is the idea that one day i'll be a better and more mature person and not feel so bad. until then, tears! tears first, happiness later. the hell with that, because the future doesnt exist! it isnt athiesm its afuture-ism? i dont know! i hope for the future, and i give up on the present. its not good, and needs to stop. this song made me think of believing in the future:

Don't sing to me of saviours and sorrow
Don't sing to me of saviours and sin
Please don't say there's a crown waiting just for me
Waiting and shining there up in heaven

Don't sing to me of turning my cheek
Don't sing to me the virtues of meek
I'm sick of someday soon things will be better
That creed kept slaves, slaves of my ancestors
Faith it has beauty but not when it blinds us
Blinds us and folds us to crimes of excess
Never to lead but always to follow
Folllow sad mad men to shame worse than death

Don't sing to me of joy on the other side
Don't sing to me of waiting to die
I want joy in this life, my joy loves company
Don't sing to me that war is our destiny
This is my gospel i hope you'll share it
Stand for each other don't let greed be our measure
Put down your gun and put down your bible
Hold out your hand, we'll build a new temple

Don't sing to me of saviours and sorrow
Don't sing to me of saviours and sin
Don't sing to me of damnation and bloodspill
I don't believe it, i never will
I don't believe it, i never will

and too, i think we all to some degree believe our disorders are our fault, sin you know, but to hell with it

 

[OPERA]

i thought about becoming religious because i can't stop my crazy delusions and i may as well have a context for them. but theres so many rules

 

[userremoved]

I find that looking to the future can cause me more stress than living in the right now. That is unless you have hope. Without hope, the future is to scary to think about.

 

[Lorraine Manca]

i thought about becoming religious because i can't stop my crazy delusions and i may as well have a context for them. but theres so many rules

lmao, i know the feeling!!! if you're going to make assumptions and random guesses about the way the world is, (no one can know anything but whats within five feet infront of them practically), you mine as well be religious, i think, im not sure.