rage

[ocdjoe2007]

I put on my fake smile with this scum in the crowd to appear socially adaptable and every time I drink all I think about is how I would love to burn the fucken place down with every single one of those fake pieces of shit in it. The girls are nothing but whores that only care about cars, money and fake punks that would go down real nice with my foot stomping the back of their neck.

I have so much rage boiled up. I would love to just let it go and release it onto one of these god damn fucking assholes

I think about how it would feel, it sure would feel good to take a nice long metal rod and the next person that fucks with me gets his had split into two and i would break every bone in his body for every fucking son of a bitch that ever fucked with me

why do they always fuck with me, am i a fucking magnet to bullshit, are they intimidated by me so they try to push my buttons? is it that, one day one day just one fuckin day i will get what i want

I wonder how long these things will stay in my mind, honestly I have nothing to lose. I ask myself why do I hold back. WHY THE HELL DO I FUCKING HOLD BACK

 

[Niles]

Be thankful for the part of yourself that holds back mate. Have you ever seen anyone about these feelings of yours? I think you should. Seriously man you do not want to let go.

 

[rado31]

I totaly identified with his feelin. Why hold back? That all bustards already made him lonely (killed him in a most disguisting way) , and just becuse he doesnt know how to wear mask and looks weak to them , they are pickin up on him . Better to punch all their crappy faces than someone random on the street . I will kick everyone that mispercepted me, i cannot forget their shit.

 

[Tryin]

It's okay to feel rage.Three cheers to you for identifiing this feeling and confessing it. Now, you'll have to deal with it in a non-destructive way. Can you think about some?

 

[asdf]

easy man. your starting to sound like the virgina tech shooter. start working out. i find pumping iron helps get rid of all my anger. plus working out has given me so much more self confidence.

 

[Barnum]

Move in with the Amish, that might help.

 

[Partigiani]

oh man... i`m feeling just like you....i dont know what i have but these bastards always want to joke with my face, hiting me balls, laughing about my face, the fact that im always alone and.... the olnly thing i can think is to fuck them all,, finish them, revenge, i mean as he said, we dont have nothing to lose, no girls, no power, no friends... but as you mentioned there something that hold me back to do a crazy thing... but im so weak that i would never had the guts to do such a thing....

 

[oszapo]

I think you should before blamin others lookin into your own personality.
The way you see people shows what you like inside.

 

[Evil_Dead]

I put on my fake smile with this scum in the crowd to appear socially adaptable and every time I drink all I think about is how I would love to burn the fucken place down with every single one of those fake pieces of shit in it. The girls are nothing but whores that only care about cars, money and fake punks that would go down real nice with my foot stomping the back of their neck.

I have so much rage boiled up. I would love to just let it go and release it onto one of these god damn fucking assholes

I think about how it would feel, it sure would feel good to take a nice long metal rod and the next person that fucks with me gets his had split into two and i would break every bone in his body for every fucking son of a bitch that ever fucked with me

why do they always fuck with me, am i a fucking magnet to bullshit, are they intimidated by me so they try to push my buttons? is it that, one day one day just one fuckin day i will get what i want

I wonder how long these things will stay in my mind, honestly I have nothing to lose. I ask myself why do I hold back. WHY THE HELL DO I FUCKING HOLD BACK

You want my advice dude? Show them never to fuck with you again. Do whatever it takes, otherwise people are gonna walk all over you. Damn homie, you're a guy after my own heart. Don't let them fuck with you. Hell, if you can get away with it kill one. Sounds extreme, but its what they deserve. Go for it homie.

 

[oszapo]

Are you people really so sick or you just pretend?And the" normal ones" encourage him ??????well done

 

[Tryin]

Hello, are you listening? NON-DESTRUCTIVE ways of dealing with rage, how does that sound? Stop all this show-them-never-to-fuck-with-you-again talk. It's leading nowhere. VIOLENCE IS BAD, okay? Violence is a big no-no. You CANNOT kill anyone just because you feel this way or that. Once again, it's okay to feel rage. But sweethearts, you have to do something with it.

Consider:

sport (boxing. jogging. trekking. working out in a gym.)

art (play instruments. (for this specifical case, I would recommend some real rough, agressive guitar riffs.) sing. write poetry. whatever. and you don't have to only produce it. read books, listen to music (Alanis Morissette's earlier songs, when she was so furious, and yet so wise, work for me when I am enraged.))

therapy (analyse your feelings, ask the right questions and find the answers. get to know yourself, and gain more peace of mind, wisdom and empathy. you could do this yourself, but you might want the help of a professional.)

hobbies (be passionate. about anything. gardening. your job. collecting stamps. yo-yoing. etc.)

relationships (this is important. you might think that you don't need anyone, that everybody is a slut, but honey, you really DO need relationships. is having them difficult? of course it is! that's not an excuse.)

 

[godzprincezz]

Do not worry about what you cant change first of. Life can be a maze for people with SA you never know where you are going and sometimes you get lost.And like they so dont let your mouth right a check that your ass cant cash. So dont make things worse for you if you have to go in your room and scream do that, if you have to break something do that, but you are just find yourself more mad, more frustrated, more angry if you act out.