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Weretiger

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I wish I knew where to turn for help..... I have done so much therapy, seen so many doctors & taken so many pills but I have this feeling of dread and lonlyness. Have you ever thought about the future & just see yourself in a rutt? I cant shake this feeling of just sadness that turns to anger that then turns to depression. If I had known I would hate life I would have never joined the military, if I knew I would feel the way I do I wouldnt have brought a child into this world. I just hurt so much and it seems to be no cure.... just coop, just deal with it, I try and say its just the chemicals in my brain but why has my life events caused these chemicals to go out of control? I dont know what to do? Where is the light? Why are simple tasks so hard to accomplish.... I'm tired, I wish I knew how to fix this, how to take away the memories or even how to deal with them but I dont know, I'm depressed.
 
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jaim38

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I'm stuck in a rut too. I go through a cycle of anger and depression; I can have crazy mood swings from day to day. I think I have ptsd too because of the repeatedly negative experiences I had with people. But, I have not experience the horrors of war so I don't feel qualified to give advice on that. I wish you the best of luck in your journey to recovery.
 
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Weretiger

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I just had to post this to get it off my chest.... I have talked and talked over & over but I can't seem to shake the thoughts thanks for the responses
 
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OCDd

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Oh man, i feel for you and wish their was more than i could do besides offer my best advice...and also you should feel proud for serving your country and thanks if it was for the US. anyways life can be frustrating sometimes and we all need a break but it never comes, we just have to find a way to put up with the hard times in life. my advice would be to seek professional psychiatric and psychological help, which youve already done and also to keep God close to you and pray. God is always their for everyone and anyone he knows you and what your going through, pray to him and ask for whatever it is you need. keep God close to you in the good times in life too. He will help guide you through life's difficult paths and help you with your journey. I really really hope you can get better man. i hope this was able to help you. You will be in my prayers, good luck and God Bless :)
 
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