schnookie
Member
Hi everyone. I've been registered for at least a week and a half now and have not really said anything. I'm mostly a lurker, I never really feel as though I have anything constructive to say.
I started going to see a therapist in February of this year and about 3 weeks ago he informed me that I [apparently] have avoidant personality disorder. I'm pretty miffed at the entire situation, particularly because it's daunting to think about and I'm left to questioning my own thoughts and how I deal with everyone. I'm 20 and my main interests are music, computers, writing, current events, and smoking weed, which I know is bad but I haven't stopped yet. I also love to drink, because a lot of the times when I drink my social apprehensions or whatever you'd want to call them virtually disappear and I end up becoming very chatty. Bad again, I know. I don't drink that often though, probably once every couple of weeks.
I work the nightshift as a cashier at a local retail store and live by myself in my apartment, except for my cat, pictured in place of the actual me as my user icon. I kind of feel like I'm burning my 20's away working where I do but it pays most of the bills and that's the only reason I'm still there. I graduated from high school and haven't attended a day of college, mainly because I haven't decided what I want to do with my life and secondarily I can't afford it even though I could probably get a scholarship somewhere.
So yeah. There's a slice of me. Adios.
I started going to see a therapist in February of this year and about 3 weeks ago he informed me that I [apparently] have avoidant personality disorder. I'm pretty miffed at the entire situation, particularly because it's daunting to think about and I'm left to questioning my own thoughts and how I deal with everyone. I'm 20 and my main interests are music, computers, writing, current events, and smoking weed, which I know is bad but I haven't stopped yet. I also love to drink, because a lot of the times when I drink my social apprehensions or whatever you'd want to call them virtually disappear and I end up becoming very chatty. Bad again, I know. I don't drink that often though, probably once every couple of weeks.
I work the nightshift as a cashier at a local retail store and live by myself in my apartment, except for my cat, pictured in place of the actual me as my user icon. I kind of feel like I'm burning my 20's away working where I do but it pays most of the bills and that's the only reason I'm still there. I graduated from high school and haven't attended a day of college, mainly because I haven't decided what I want to do with my life and secondarily I can't afford it even though I could probably get a scholarship somewhere.
So yeah. There's a slice of me. Adios.
