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Phoenixx

Well-known member
If I go to sleep now, I'll wake up at 10 AM and have to risk seeing my neighbors when I go out to run my errands tomorrow.

If I drink coffee now, I'll be able to run my errands tomorrow before they get up, but my sleep routine will be ruined for days.

Release the Keurig. 👾
Waking up early and doing errands before the general public is rolling out of bed is one of my favorite things. I love walking through stores with aisles to myself. I'm able to actually think without worrying about anyone else around me. I can drive without having to worry about anyone else going too slow, cutting me off, or tailgating me, or witnessing anyone else doing something stupid behind the wheel. The solitude is so peaceful, I love it. ☺

I can't remember the last time I woke up at 10am. 10am is usually when I'm almost done shopping and doing out of the house errands.
 

Pacific_Loner

Pirate from the North Pole
Waking up early and doing errands before the general public is rolling out of bed is one of my favorite things. I love walking through stores with aisles to myself. I'm able to actually think without worrying about anyone else around me. I can drive without having to worry about anyone else going too slow, cutting me off, or tailgating me, or witnessing anyone else doing something stupid behind the wheel. The solitude is so peaceful, I love it. ☺

I can't remember the last time I woke up at 10am. 10am is usually when I'm almost done shopping and doing out of the house errands.
Same 😊
 

FountainandFairfax

the only prescription is more cowbell
Waking up early and doing errands before the general public is rolling out of bed is one of my favorite things. I love walking through stores with aisles to myself. I'm able to actually think without worrying about anyone else around me. I can drive without having to worry about anyone else going too slow, cutting me off, or tailgating me, or witnessing anyone else doing something stupid behind the wheel. The solitude is so peaceful, I love it. ☺

I can't remember the last time I woke up at 10am. 10am is usually when I'm almost done shopping and doing out of the house errands.
I was getting-up at 4 AM for a few days there. My sleep routine is so easily thrown-off course though that it didn't last. With the stores closing at 10 PM now due to the pandemic, it's very important for me to get my things done early since I can't go in the middle of the night.
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In other deeply distressing news... my gorgeous neighbor now practically runs inside whenever she sees me coming, as opposed to running outside of her house to see me like she did a couple of months ago. Yesterday when I pulled into the drive, she scooped her little dog up and went inside so fast that she almost tripped going up the steps. All around me, I'm constantly reminded of what will seemingly never be. I wish I could get out of here.

Oh well, back to normal. Back to being the condominium complex boogeyman. I just have to keep my head up and focus on long-term goals. I can't afford to get down on myself and start hogging-out again. At this age, I know I'll never have the drive to get back in shape if I blew back up.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
I know why I am the way I am, I just don't know how to change. And it is especially difficult to, when a lot of my issues and unease are due to people have little choice but interact with. Because asserting myself would just a row, and I'd be in the wrong for standing up for myself.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
I don't know if I should take up some old hobbies that I haven't done in years: drawing and painting. Partly as a hobby, partly to make my own original album art to go with the music I make.

I mean, I'd like to, it's just... I've never been confident in my abilities. I always find starting from a blank page more daunting than it should be. And I haven't done any art since I was failed my art exams in high school, age 17, and subsequently dropped out and lost interest in it. Basically, I don't know how to get back into it without feeling overwhelmed.
 

LoyalXenite

Well-known member
I don't know if I should take up some old hobbies that I haven't done in years: drawing and painting. Partly as a hobby, partly to make my own original album art to go with the music I make.

I mean, I'd like to, it's just... I've never been confident in my abilities. I always find starting from a blank page more daunting than it should be. And I haven't done any art since I was failed my art exams in high school, age 17, and subsequently dropped out and lost interest in it. Basically, I don't know how to get back into it without feeling overwhelmed.
I find googling prompts or challenges is a good restarting point. For example right now im doing a halloween month drawing thing, each day there is a 'spooky' themed prompt
 

planemo

Well-known member
Playing around with the Predictive Text on my phone. I know, I'm bored!

There was an error in the family and I was hoping we could get to know each other better and we will be able to tell you that you are not the only one who has been in the same life as you are and will be a great success for you and your family and your family and friends and family members will be happy to help you with your business and your business and your business and your business and your business and your business and your business and your business....
 

SilentAndShy

Well-known member
I wish I wouldn't have to take slow steps of forgiveness, or a return to normality in personal relationships, as that would mean I had a handle on my anxiety. If it hadn't been my wife's birthday I don't know whether I would have had the courage to speak or change my behaviour but I think had I not done anything that may have been a huge dent in our marriage!
 
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